lorn is transgender. she vomits politics and subjectivity on a passive homosexual client.
my job, lorn said. the petty and the middle bourgeosie…freedom…social democracy…bernie…i was in trump country…white trash every where…there is class warfare in this democracy…this isn’t a democracy…they were standing outside the greyhound smoking…they looked retarded and slow and malnourished…they’re addicted to the nicotine…they have no will power…if it was a democracy there wouldn’t be this class warfare…do you think we die without our addictions?..do you think our loved ones will remember us after we die for longer than a year?…america is an autocracy…he had a garbage bag with all his shit in it…his father was with him…he looked like his father…poverty from generation to generation…it is bad luck…it is passed on…karma…they are born in it…they don’t know any better…we are going to die poor…if we don’t resist we are going to die in poverty…take it my father said…if you want it take it…he never took shit…they fucked him…the party fucked him…the democrats failed us…new balance is a neo nazi organization…they use racism to market…very much so priority…my sister might visit here… yeah to find work… it will be like a business trip. she is looking for work… she went to school for psychology…she wants to work with the environment…i need more clients to get my car… when i get it i’m going to work for uber…i won’t have to hustle ugly men for money…i stuck out my tongue…he was obsessed with it…i dropped him…he was gross…i’m writing code…i can hack shit with it…i can resist the government…i still remember the hacker the government pushed to kill himself…my stepfather pushed me to kill myself…i didn’t want to give him the satisfaction…i’m still here because he wanted me to kill myself…if he had wanted me to live i wouldn’t be here…these folk don’t understand you need theory…you can’t only smash windows..you can’t vote…lincoln hated his father…in his day you had to give your money to your father until you were twenty one..lincoln said to the black slaves that he knew what it was to be a slave when he had to give his money to his father and he gave him nothing in return…his sister died from giving child birth…i saw this shit on c span…your vote doesn’t mean shit…blacks don’t get what it is like to be transgender…they don’t give a shit about my rights so i won’t give a shit about theirs…a black woman mocked me…it’s always a black woman…they look at me like i’m an aberration…they want to make me feel small so that they can feel better about their shit…it’s all good…i’m not always going to be poor…i’ve made a lot of money…i’m in college…i’m going to have status…you should do what makes you happy…

the client listens to her and repeats back what she says as if she hadn’t heard what she said and masturbates.

when i woke, lorn said. i had all these bright colorful blips and lights in my vision…i don’t think it’s a hallucination…it does seem to come from my brain and not my vision.